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   Jul 26

ΝΕΥΛΑ (my poem)

Ο Έρωτας δεν ήρθε μόνο μια φορά

Κι αν ήρθε ήταν πολλά τα πρόσωπα του

Κάθε φορά ο ίδιος έντονος και ζωηρός

Κάθε φορά να με απογειώνει

Μα κάθε φορά σε άλλο πρόσωπο

Και άφηνε πάντα στην καρδιά μου

Την γιορτή να βασιλεύει

Και άφηνε μέσα στο μυαλό μου

Την απορία

Πως θα βρω την Αγάπη

Άμα τα πρόσωπα αλλάζουν συνέχεια

Τα αγαπώ όλα

Και τα αγαπώ ξεχωριστά

Και πως θα ορίσω το μοναδικό

Άμα όλους τους αγαπώ

Ένα σύννεφο μου μίλησε

Και μια βροχή ψιθύρισε

Πως όλα αυτά που ζω

Είναι παιγνίδια του Έρωτα

Πως η αγάπη είναι άλλο πράμα

Σαν τον άνεμο, παντού

Σαν την άμμο, ατελείωτη

Σαν το ηλιοβασίλεμα, μοναδικό

Άγγιξε το πόδι μου ένα βοτσαλάκι

Και τραντάχτηκα

Δεν ήξερα τι ήταν

Έτσι θα είναι η Αγάπη σαν θα έρθει, απλή

Χάιδεψα το βελούδο ενός τριαντάφυλλου

Και με παρέσυρε η ομορφιά του

Και τσιμπήθηκα

Αναπήδησα

Έτσι θα είναι η Αγάπη σαν θα έρθει, όμορφη

Θα τρέχω τον Έρωτα ξοπίσω

Θα λαχανιάζω στα στενά του Έρωτα δρομάκια

Όπου αγκαλιάζουν το κορμί μου ηδονικά

Όπου ανασαίνω βαριά και υπάρχω γλυκά

Ώσπου να βρω την Αγάπη

Ώσπου η Αγάπη να με ερωτευτεί 

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51 Comments

  1. Anonymous says:

    Stis mikres kai megales ‘Neyles’ tou Erota!!!! 🙂

  2. Domenica says:

    Stis mikres kai megales ‘Neyles’ tou Erota! 🙂

  3. Anonymous says:

    Pws 8a xeroume an h agaph mas erwteftike kai ekeinh otan to niw8oume oti einai etsi, alla stis praxeis to anti8eto mas edeixne xeka8ara?

    • Domenica says:

      Edo enoi otan i Agapi me eroteftike, otan i Agapi me vri. Dioti den vriskoume emois tin Agapi. I Agapi mas vriski. Den katalava to deftero skelos tis erotisis sou.

  4. Anonymous says:

    Ti simainei Neyles?

    • Domenica says:

      I Neyla xeri 🙂 To poem afto pou egrapsa einai empnevsmeno apo mia fili, tin Neyla — alla taftohrona anaferete kai stin kathe Neyla!…..

  5. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Hi Domenica egw eimoun prin o ‘anonymous’….xehasa na valw to name. To ti enoousa mai to erwthma mou htan oti an niw8oume oti mas agapaei alla kanei oti xreiazete gia na mas deixei oti den mas agapaei. Sai afth thn periptosh th kanoume?

    • Domenica says:

      Pistevo oti otan kapoios anthropos epilegi na min deihnei ta synesthimata tou ehi tous logous tou kai apla prepi na to sevastoume. Ti allo mporoume na kanoume?

  6. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    An katalava kala h Neyla h filh sou, erwteuotan sixna alla sinexize na gireve thn mia agaph pou einai gia ekeinh. An einai etsi, h filh sou exei vrei afth thn agaph? Tou to eipe? Einai mazi tou?

  7. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Egw ti na pw pou erwtefthka thn agaph alla twra xa8hke kai den xerw pou kai pws na pao na thn vrw 🙁

    • Domenica says:

      Gia oti mas simveni yparchi logos kai apo ola kati panta mathenoume. Nomizo oti afto pou tha se kani na niosis kalytera, einai na mathis mesa sto hrono ti pige lathos, pou eftexes isos kai esy kai apo ta lathoi mas mathenoume na kanoume to parakato kalytero. Thats life!!!

  8. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Swsto kai afto kanw na to sevasto….euxome h filh sou h Neyla kai h ka8e Neyla na vrei thn agaph an den thn exei hdh vrei….ti pio omorfos 8a einai o kosmos mai xaroumenes Neyles kai Neylous!!

    • Domenica says:

      Afto xanapesto. Enas omorfos kosmos me haroumenes NEYLES kai NEYLOUS *smiles* ma arese poly afto!!!!!

  9. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Swsth kai to teleftaio sou comment Doemnica mou….arxisa apo kairo na katalavaino pou eftexa kai twra elpizw na exw mia defterh eukairia sto mellon.

    Feugw gia ligous mhnes gia exwteriko twra gia douleia kai isws einai gia to kalo afth h apostash, kai 8a oneirevome opws otan epistrepso ta Xristougenna, na thn vrw xana Paramonh Xristougenwn sthn apova8ra mas opou stekomanstan angalia kapote opws otan proto sinanti8ikame monoi mas….8imame kai thn wra….htan 9 to vradi….elpizw na einai xaroumenh opou kai an einai twra!!

    Domenica mou opia kai an eisai na eisai panta kala kai efxaristo gia oles ths apanthsis sou!!!!

    • Domenica says:

      Ase to hrono na kani ti doulia tou kai na thymase oti den ginete stin ora tou ferni lypi. Einai megali i areti tis ypomonis kai tis karterikotitas kai gia tin Agapi panta axizi ton kopo kaneis na perimeni. Kai esy na eisai panta kala opoios k an eisai kai kalo sou taxidi!!

  10. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Thanx Domenica mou….egw eimai apla enas vlakas erwteumenos pou agaphse thn Neyla tou kai aftos 🙂

  11. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Ali8ino einai afto!! 🙂 Den nomizw na katalava to erwthma sou omws….

    • Domenica says:

      Enoousa oti akoma kai an ta kanoume thalassa, to gegonos oti Agapisame einai kati kai afto. Lene pos ama agapisis einai KATI, otan se agapisoun einai POLLA kai otan agapisis kai agapithis tote einai TO PAN sti zoe. 🙂

  12. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    NAI!!!! Kai zoume mai afto kai thn elpia oneiro pou anafera pio panw….h dikh mou euxh twn Xristougenwn oxi mono gia emena alla kai gia ton ka8ena mas na tou er8ei to PAN sti zwh 🙂

  13. Neyla says:

    Diavasa ta sxolia pio panw kai omologw ta vrika poly endiaferonta! Se eyxaristw Domenica gia to omporfo poiima pou mou afierwses. Kai eyxomai kai se sena Ekfrasi psixis na vreis tin Neyla sou:)

    • Domenica says:

      An eisai i afthentiki Neyla, hara diki mou pou mou edoses tin empnevsi na grapso ena poiima pou eilikrina to agapisa. Efhome na ehis dosi empnevsi kai sto kalo filo mas edo EKFRASI PSYHIS kai pou xeris ta stavrodromia olo mplekonte se afti ti zoe……..

  14. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Neyla to pohma sou mou 8ymizei plh thn dikh mou Neyla kai sou euxome to veloudo enos triantafyllou na se tsimpisi kai sthn angalia tou na se tilixei!!!!

    Kai egw gia thn dikh mou ‘Neyla’ zw mono kai opws eipe kai h Domenica mas….8a deixei mai ton xrono. Euxaristo pplh gia thn euxh sou!!!!

  15. Neyla says:

    Prin liges meres ekana tin eksis syneiditopoiisi! Stin zoi mas mpainovgainoun polla atoma kai synexeia. H zwi mas einai opws enas stathmos trenou. Polla trena pernoun, polloi anthrwpoi epivivazontai kai alloi apovivazontai. Kapoioi vriskoun ton proorismo tous kai rizwnoun kai kapoioi apla synexizoun to taksidi san ta vagonia tou trenou mexri na vroun ton diko tous proorismo. Kapoia apo afta tha einai stathmoi sti zoi mas kai kapoia apla tha einai ta vagonia enos trenou pou tha perasei tha kanei stasi sto stathmo gia syntomo alla polytimo xrono kai meta tha fygoun afinontas pisw tous omorfes anamniseis empeiries alla kai tin elpida oti ena allo vagoni tha meinei gia panta ektros troxias kai tha meinei sto stathmo mas. Den exw metaniwsei gia kanena vagoni pou perase kai ekane gia ligo stasi sti zoi mou giati aploustata o kathe enas apo aftous mou edwse mia entelws ksexwristi istoria kai me ekane na niwsw apeira kai yperoxa synaisthimata alla kai yperoxa mia kai monadiki. O erwtas den irthe mono mia fora opws leei kai i Domenica sto empnevsmeno apo mena poiima tis alla kathe fora eixe diaforetiko proswpo kai me apogeinwne eksisou. Ston kathe ena apo aftous epsaxna tin agapi kai o kathenas einai sigouri me agapise me ton diko tou kai monadiko tropo kai tin idia agapi elave pisw. (kati pou apodeiknyetai me tin parousia aftwn twn yperoxwn anthrwpwn stin zoi mou mexri simera). Mono pou an gia ton kathe ena mas yparxei ekeini i mia kai ksexwristi agapi pou se trypa san triantafyllo, i se ksafniazei san to aggigma enos kymatos isws na min exei akoma erthei stin zoi mou kai na einai apofasismeno vagoni na meinei sto stathmo mou. Eimai sigouri omws kai to pistevw akradanta oti to diko mou treno einai poly konta ston proorismo tou kai ena einai to sigouro….i zwi anatrepei ta panta! Glyka, pikra, paraksena i fysiologika to sigouro einai oti oloi aksizoume tin eytyxia kai kapou mesa sta myriades proswpa tou erwta sigoura ena apo afta exei to onoma AGAPI!! Aksizei pragmatika ton kopo na to perimeneis:) Kali anamoni loipon se oles tis kardoules ekei eksw!

    • Domenica says:

      Afti einai i afthentiki mou ‘Neyla’! Pou o vythos tis psihis tis einai anektimitis axias! Pragmatika tyheros aftos pou tha tis klepsi tin kardia kai tha ton agapisi. Simfono pera gia pera mikri mou Neyla oti nai aksizei pragmatika ton kopo na perimeni kaneis tin pragmatiki Agapi! The one only True Love! Mehri tote omos kaneis den mpori na dioxi tin hara tou Erota oso fevgaleos kai an einai! 🙂

  16. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Neula mou katalavaino apolyta ti leeis kai mborei na mhn to ezhsa mai ton idio tropo alla na sou po kai egw to diko mou pou einai kapos anti8eto apo to diko sou.

    Egw pote den kinigisa thn agaph sto parel8on. Eimouna panta ston sta8mo trenou kai ka8e toso pernousan vagonia pou mou aresan kai angiza mono to giali apo exw all den empaina mesa giati sto telos efaivgan ola gia allo sta8mo. Afto htan h istoria mou mexri pou prin apo dyo xronia peripou vre8hka mbrosta se ena vagoni pou mai kerdise apo thn prwth stigmh…..8ee mou oti kai na pw einai ligo mbrosta sto pws niw8w!!!!….petaxthka kai angaliase to vagoni kai piga na mbo mesa alla skontapsa kai efige. Xanahr8e pisw to vagoni kai pali piga na pw mesa kai pali skontapsa.

    Kai etsi to vagoni twra exei figei kai den gnwrizw an 8elei na er8ei pisw pleon kai egw edw kai polh kairo parameno ston sta8mo mai thn plath se alla vagonia perimenontas to vagoni mou na er8ei pisw kai na meinei gia panta ston sta8mo mou kai an ginei pote afto 8a pw mesa kai 8a meinw mesa!!

    An aksizei to kopo na perimenis….NAI afth h gynaika, afto to vagoni mou to aksizei….h prwth mou kai h teleftaia mou anapnoh ka8e mera apo ton kairo pou thn gnwrisa mai ola ta kala kai ta oxi toso kala pou exei opws kai o ka8enas mas :)….elpizw akoma na niw8ei to idio kai gia emena alla afto den mborw distixws na to apanthsw gia ekeinh kai den xerw an 8a epistrepsi ston sta8mo mou….

    8a to katalavo omws apo ta matia ths an pote xana vre8ei konta mou kai mai koitaxei sta matia mou

  17. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Xehasa na pw oti kai akoma ekana prospa8eia kai efiga apo ton sta8mo mou gia na pao na kinigisw to vagoni mou alla afto den stamatouse gia na pw kai mou eipe na figw na paw pisw ston sta8mo tropos tou legin, kai etsi twra epistrepsa ston sta8mou kai perimenw giati opio allo vagoni perasi apo mono tou den mai tsimpaei opws to diko mou omorfo vagoni.

  18. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Domenica….prospa8hsa na vrw to tragoudi pou mborouse na ekfrasei pws eniw8a otan protognorisa thn dikh mou ‘Neyla’ kai afto ekfrazei polh pios hmoun otan thn gnwrisa….

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GiCwmgrYNQ

    Akouga kai afto to tragoudi mai apistefta logia edw kai kairo kai afto niw8w gia ekeinh kai kapote nomizw oti niw8ei to idio gia emena h toulaxiston elpizw….

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d77XZoBYAqY

    Elpizw toulaxiston na feroun elpida kai xara kai agaph stous allos anagnwstes ths selidas sou. Afieromena kai Kalo Vradi Kai Kouragio se olous 🙂

    • Domenica says:

      Yperoha kai ta dyo tragoudia!!! Meson tis mousikis polles fores tinoume na exoterikevoume ta synesthimata mas ite se ena ipio tono, i kai polles fores me entasi. Pantos agnoste anagnosti, prepi na ehis poli pligothi apo afti tin istoria. Efhome syntoma na eisai ekei pou thes kai an ohi, toulahiston na eisai xana kala kai haroumenos 🙂

  19. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Kalimera Domenica! Nai ontos kai ta niw8w polh afta ta tragoudia!!!!

    H “Neyla” mou dialexe allo dromo apo emena kai oses fores h8ela na thn plisiasw h thn plisiasa mai esprwxne makria eite mai lexis eite mai praxis….kai ka8e fore epefta ston vy8o mou alla ths perissoteres fores den h8ele na ths deixw pos pligw8hka giati zouse thn zwh ths opws h8ele afth.

    Eimai sigouros oti thn pligwsa kai egw mai ton xrono mai tis lexeis kai tis praxis mou, den to arnoumai, alla siniditopihsa oti eimai sai mia hlikia pou h dikh mou anagki einai to atomo pou agapw na 8elei na einai apokleistika mazi mou sinais8imatika kai swmatika opws 8elw kai egw mai ekeinh. Pistevo kai to niw8o oso tipota allo oti h “Neyla” mou einai gia emena….afto meta apo olo afto to kairo den to amfevala oute stigmh alios 8a eixa figei apo kairo kai den 8a koitaza pisw.

    Synama omws den 8elw na paizw to paignidi ths amfivolias kai to fovou mai atoma oute na to paizoun mai emena. An h ‘Neyla’ mou den mai 8elei kai emena opws thn 8elw egw den mborw na kanw allios….den mboreis na kaneis ton allo na sai agaphsei to idio oso thn agapas esi giati sto telos ths hmeras 8a zouses mai mia agaph pseftikh an htan etsi.

    Alla ka8e fora pou vre8omouna mazi ths na ths zhtw na einai mazi mou h na er8ei pisw mai esprwxnai makria….to diko mou pistevo kai as mhn simfonane oloi einai otan agapas kapion 8eleis na eisai mazi tous kai den tous sprwxneis makria eite apo fovo eite apo avevaiothta otan xeris oti o allos se agapa kai se 8elei. Anti8etws 8a eprepe na kaneis kai na les pragmata pou kanoun ton allo na niw8ei oti ton 8eleis kai esi kai ton agapas oso kai aftos esena. Kai oute mborw na meinw pote dipla ths an apofasisei na paei sai allo ‘sta8mo’ san aplos filos giati den thn eida kai oute thn vlepw san mia aplh filh. Afto mborei na akougete egwistiko ek merous mou alla mai pona toso to oti 8a dialege allo apo emena, gi’afto kai to deftero tragoudi mai ekfrazei polh to pws niw8w alla afto einai to diko mou niw8w kai to diko ths niw8w einai diko ths kai an den to 8eloun kai h dyo den ginete.

    Na thn vlepw ka8e prwi dipla mou otan xipnao einai oti epi8ymw kai euxome 🙂 Mia euxh na zhsw epitelous mia kai kalh thn agaph afta ta Xristougenna otan epistrepso mai thn ‘Neyla’ mou. Kai den milao gia ligo kairo egw….gia panta milao!!!!

    Thn agaph ths den 8a thn xana zhthsw alla an mou thn dwsh thn idia thn zwh na thn kanei oti 8elei 8a thn exei xxxx

    • Domenica says:

      Nomizo tha danisto kati apton Sofokli san apantisi mou 🙂
      Έρως ανίκατε μάχαν, Έρως, ός εν κτήμασι πίπτεις, ός εν μαλακαίς παρειαίς νεάνιδος εννυχεύεις.
      ~Σοφοκλής~ | (Αρχαίος τραγικός) | 496-406 π.Χ. | Αγάπη

    • Domenica says:

      Ένας δειλός είναι ανίκανος να δείξει αγάπη. Αυτό είναι προνόμιο των γενναίων.
      ~Μαχάτμα Γκάντι~ | (Ινδός ηγέτης) | 1869-1948 | Αγάπη

  20. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Nai….Love conquers all….as ginei to 8elhma tou Erwta!!!! Thank You Domenica 🙂

  21. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Kai pws deixneis agaph otan to atomo pou agapas sai sprwxnei makria kai kanei oti nana na sou deixi oti den se 8elei pisw?

    • Domenica says:

      Otan to atomo pou agapas se sprohni makrya kai den theli i den mpori na einai mazi sou, apla to sevese kai prohoras me ti zoe sou. Tipota den ginete me to zori.

  22. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Otan agapas den fevgis apo thn agaph

    • Domenica says:

      Simfonoume. Apo tin Agapi den fevgis isos kai mehri na pethanis. Apo kapio atomo omos pou den se theli, prepi na figis.

  23. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Ti enoousa mai to pio panw gia dieukrinish einai oti den mboreis na trexis apo thn agaph,pou niw8eis gia allo atomo, den mboreis na stamathsis na agapas to allo atomo giati h pragmatikh agaph den proxoraei, menei mazi sou.

    • Domenica says:

      Kai ego afto enoousa….stin Agapi genika DEN ehoume epilogi…mpori na eisai me alla 10 atoma kai nai na xana eroteftis….Alithini Agapi omos den mporis na niothis sinehia…..I Agapi foliazi sti kardia mas GIA PANTA

  24. Neyla says:

    Kalimera kai apo mena:) Diavazw kathimerina tin synomilia sas kai opote niwthw oti exw tin anaggi na grapsw kati to kanw. Genikotera eimai anthrwpos poly romantikos, poly evaisthitos, poly oneiroparmenos.Kapote ta evlepa ola mesa se mia sapounofouska pou den espaze pote omws synexws taksideve kai taksideve kai evlepe kai zouse pramata kai thamata! Eksakolouthw na eimai afta ta pragmata kai eimai poly eftyxismeni kai poly gemati sti zoi mou me afta pou idi exw kai me afta poy perimenw na erthoun:) H moni diafora twra einai i eksis! Kserw pia oti i sapounofouska mou alla kai i sapounofouska tou kathe enos apo emas kindineyvei opoiadipote stigmi na spasei eite giati tha agkiksei panw se kapoio agkathi..eite afto einai tou erwta, eite mias apogoiteftikis filias, eite apo kapoio epaggelmatiko stravwma eite, eite eite….! Gnwrizw oti i sapounofouska mou mporei na parasyrthei apo anemo kai na kataliksei opoudipote allou makria apo ton proorismo pou egw tha ithela na ftasw…makria apo to atomo pou agapw…i toulaxiston pou pistevw oti agapw…makria apo ena senario pou exw egw ftiaksei mesa sto myalo mou giati me kanei eytyxismeni kai to opoio mou dinei dynami na synexisw na zw. Afto pou kserw omws sigoura einai oti apo to idio mhxanima pou tha vgei i mia ekeini kai monadiki sapounofouska mou tha vgoun pisw tis ekatontades alles ..pio mikres, pio megales, pio adynames, pio geres..kai kserw oti tin wra pou i diki mou i tha spazei apo ena trypima i pou tha parasyretai apo ena anemo kai tha katastrfetai i psixi mou gia na prostateftei tha mpei aytomata mesa se mia alli me to idio akrivws risko…tou na trypithei, na parasyrthei. To vevaio einai oti to taksidi mesa srin nea sapounofouska den tha einai to idio. Tha einai monadiko, ksexwristo, me nees empeiries alla kai me ton kindyno na xreiastei na allaksw apeires fores ‘metaforiko’ meso:) Kapoia stigmi i mia kai mono gia mena sapounofouska kanontas to taksidi tis tha prosgeiwthwi omala xwris na trypithei, xwris na spasei kai tha ginei ena me mia wraia limni pou isws vrei sto dromo tis. Kai etsi i mikri kai evalwti sapounofouska tha vrei to meros opou tha zei me afaleia kai eytyxia.
    Ti thelw na pw me ato pio panw! Kai apeyuynomai kai stin EKFRASI PSIXIS……..

  25. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Kai giati na dexomaste na erwteuomaste allous kai na agapame allo….epeidh etsi einai zwh mhpws….nai to xerw yparxei afto sth zwh.

    Alla aman erwtefths kai agaphsis kai ta dyo sto idio atomo ekei pia to ypolipo ths zwhs sou den exei nohma xwris afto to atomo kai Domenica mou afto einai pragmatikh agaph kai ali8inos erwtas kai ola ta alla as proxwrhsoun kai as prosperasoun….afto omws den to prospernas kai den proxwreis oso kai an prospa8eis kai mono ton eafto sou 8a peripezes an prospa8ouses na proxwrhseis….h zwh 8a proxorouse anamesa sthn ka8hmerinothta kai mai alla atoma nai alla 8a afhnes pisw thn pragmatikh zwh an that is the truth just like real love.

  26. Neyla says:

    Exw ‘klepsei’ kapoia apo ta logia sou Ekfrasi psixis gia na mporesw na dw tin eikona kai na mporesw na milisw vasizomeni kai se dikes mou empeiries alla kai se empiries polyagapimenwn filwn mou! (Me kefalaia simeiwnw ta dika sou logia ok?)
    Grafeis pio panw…”EGW POU TIN VRIKA TIN AGAPI XATHIKE KAI DEN KSERW POU NA PAW NA TIN VRW”….i symvouli mou…Tin agapi den psaxnoume emeis na tin vroume giati katoikei sta pio apithana meri..H agapi einai afti i opoia mas vriksei otan periplanithei arketa kai vrei to katallilo swma gia na katakoisei. ….”NA EXW MIA DEYTERI EYKAIRIA STO MELLON”…Defteres efkairies kai trites kai tetartes tha exeis polles..to thema einai..i defteri sou efkairia tha rthei sto idio proswpo i mipws exeis kleisti tin porta stin agapi pou se psaxnei mesa se allo swma apo afto pou esy perimeneis toso kairo…”ELPIZW NA EINAI XAROUMENI OPOU KAI NA EINAI TWRA” …Afti einai i pio omorfi eyxi gia atoma pou pragmatika agapame eite einai mazi mas eite oxi…na einai eytyxismenoi..”ME PONA AN DIALEGE ALLO APO MENA”…H apwlia enos agapimenou anthrwpou i akoma kai enos antikeimenou kai i fysi tou anthrwpou na diekdika afta pou pistevei oti tou anikoun einai mesa sti zoi. O ponos omws me to xrono giatrevetai kai kati diaforetiko…anaplirwnei to keno mas apla gia na min poname…gia ligo xroniko diastima..na koimizoume ton xrono kai ton pono…An einai na symvei otidipote tha symvei ekei pou den to perimenoume…”KAI TO VAGONI EXEI FYGEI KAI DEN GNWRIZW AN THELEI NA GYRISEI PISW PLEON….KAI EGW PERIMENW…ELPIZW AKOMA NA NIWTHEI TO IDIO GIA MENA…”…H agnoia einai o xeiroteros mas exthros. Kai i anamoni mesa stin agnoia einai dio fores exthros mas kai malista basanistikos…Esy omws den eisai stin agnoia…i idia i kopela sou edwse tin apantisi…isws gia twra, isws gia panta, isws isws…kai to les esy pio panw..”DIALEKSE ALLO DROMO …ME ESPRWXNE MAKRYA (ME LEKSEIS KAI PRAKSEIS)…”PISTEVW OTI I NEYLA MOU EINAI GIA MENA”…Sigoura otan agapame o kathe anthwpos pou exoume sto myalo oti agapame einai o enas kai monadikos gia mas kai to zoume me olo mas to einai..H erwtisi omws einai i eksis…Eimaste omws kai emeis i mia i o enas gia to allo atomo pou emeis thewroume ena kai monadiko gia mas? Kai i apantisi einai..oxi pantote dystyxws..giafto kai poname poly..Kai an ena atomo mas sprwxnei makria epanileimmena kai an ena atoma mas deixnei oti den thelei na einai mazi mas gia tous xiliades agnwstous logous pou den tha mathoume pote…apla proxwrame..simeiwto stin arxi..ligo pio grigora meta…”MOY EIPE NA FYGW ALLA EGW PERIMENW GIATI OPOIO VAGONI PERASEI APO MONO TOU DE ME TSIMPAEI OPWS TO DIKO MOU OMORFO VAGONI”….Den afineis esy o idios mesa sou na se tsimpisei opoiodipote allo vagoni..ekswterika prospatheis..les oti dokimazeis kai me alla vagonia..vriskeis kati pou sou aresei alla vriskeis parallila isws kai 15 psegadia gia na dikaiologiseis tin apofygi sou apo to na detheis ksana me allo atomo..Giati aploustata..ekswterika eisai anoiktos..ta parathira tis kardias kai tis psixis sou ta exeis kleista theokleista…kai perimeneis na ta anoikseis gia ena atomo pou isws den erthei pote! Apo diki mou peira kai peira poly poly poly latremenwn mou filwn…Anoikse ta parathira sou kai tis portes sou kleise mesa se ena omorfo mpaoulo tin eikona tis ‘ Neylas’ sou kai fylakse to kapou asfales..alla ksexase to gia ligo katw apo to krevati…den simainei oti tin ksexnas omws..apla kaneis pio eykolo to dromo gia afti na gyrisei an einai grafto na ginei alla kai akoma pio efkolo to diko sou dromo gia na eytyxiseis…Ase alla atoma na mpoun pragmatika sti psixi sou..eksallou i Neyla to kanei idi…mporei kapoio apo afta na se aggiksei pragmatika kai na katalaveis polla pragmata…Otan ksexnoume gia ligo i koimizoume afto pou nomizoume oti theloume pio poly synithws erxetai apo ekei pou den ton perimenoume kai mas ekplissei glika..otan kati to theloume poly kai to perimenoyme vasanistika den erxetai pote..giati i zwi etsi einai ftiagmeni..na einai aprovlepti…Pistepse me to kserw apo prwto xeri…kai kati teleftaio..MIN PERIMENEIS…ZHSE…H ZW I EXEI POLLES XARES POU TO MYALO MAS DEN AFINEI NA TIS XAROUME! H AGAPI EINAI MIA KAI APLA ALLAZEI PROSWPA…Isws i diki sou agapi na einai krymmeni se kapoio allo proswpo alla den to afineis esy o idios na emfanistei kai kryvetai synexws mexri na tou anoikseis tin porta. Kai an i ‘Neyla’ sou einai gia sena opws les…na eisai ekato ta ekato sigouros oti tha erthei EKEINI na se vrei otan i wra einai swsti…Akoma kati pou exw mathei kai to pistevw pia…DEN THA ERTHEI NA SE VREI TIN WRA POU TIN PERIMENEIS…THA SE EKPLIKSEI…kai an eisai ekei akoma i eytyxia tote tha einai kai twn dyo sas!!! Isws omws esy na vreis kapou allou tin pragmatiki eftyxia kai i Neyla sou na einai mia glykia kai omorfi anamnisi. Oti apo ta dyo simvei..na ksereis oti kai stis dyo periptwseis tha eisai aytyxismenos:)

    • Domenica says:

      Neyla mou, sou vgazo to kapelo…eisai opos panta evrimatiki, deep, ousiastiki kai toso sofi pleon……Kai i Agapi einai mesa sou kai gyro sou kai pantou sti zoe sou. Esy to xeris afto!!! *big hug*

  27. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Thanks Neyla….ontws sta logia sou prosexa polla kai 8a xreiastei na ta xanadiavasw. Opou araxeis thn kardia sou tyexros aftos pou 8a se dektei to idio, mou 8ymizeis para polh kapio atomo pou xerw….na vreis kai esi ton diko sou proorismo kai o 8eos na eulogei ton spasmeno sou dromo kai esena pou 8a se parei ston proorismo sou xxxx

  28. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Kalimera Neyla, mia dieukrhnhsh….sto deftero sou mhm les oti aksizei otan vreis ston erwta na perimenis gia tin agaph, kai sto teleftaio sou mhm les oti na min perimenis na proxwrhseis….esei an evriskes thn agaph kai to erwta sto idio atomo 8a perimenes gia afto to atomo estw kai an afto to atomo girevi allou opws anaferes pio pano h 8a proxwrouses?.

    Egw pantos san atomo san xarakthras, sto parel8on panta proxwrousa otan evaza ena telos sai prohgoumeno ‘erwta’ kai den piga kai oute exw skopo na paw pisw. An vre8hke pote to parel8on mou ston dromo mou tous milaga alla ws ekei kai pigaina egw ston dromo mou kai aftoi ston diko tous.

    Thn agapaw afto den to amfivala kai oute 8a to amfivalo pote, ALLA exw apofasisi oti den 8elw alles amfivolies kai fovous to an 8a er8ei an den 8a er8ei h Neyla mou pisw meta pou efyge, kai oute 8elw na pigainw kai egw pisw ths ka8e toso mono kai mono gia na mai xana arnh8ei, den einai swtsto gia ekeinh kai den einai swsto gia emena….mboreis na peis twra oti sthn arnhsh prepei na proxorame….H….oti den prepi na paradinomaste kai na to trexoume alla h agaph den einai polemos, h agaph einai na 8eleis na eisai mai ton allon kai oxi na ton diwneis makria. Afto den einai agaph h pa8os kai an einai einai to lan8asmeno eidos pa8ous h agaphs. Pa8os kai agaph to swsto eidos einai kati pou moirazese ka8imerina mai to atomo pou agapas kai oxi kati pou xrisimopioas gia na polemas mai to atomo pou agapas.

    Gia afto kai ego pira edw kai kairo mia apofash kai 8a thn krathsw kai den 8a kanw skampanevmasta pleon, den 8elw na polemao thn agaph 8elw na thn zhsw mazi ths….an h Neyla mou apofasise oti den mai 8elei kai oti den mai agapa tote einai pragmath dikh ths apofash kai oti kai na kanw den 8a ths to allaxw afto. An pragmati mai agapah opws swsta anaferes kai esi tote 8a er8ei pisw na meini kai oxi na pigainw erxete gia opiondipote logo.

    Epses eimouna se ena filiko mou spiti mai ena zeugari pou tous agapaw poli kai para tis kapote diafores tous, agapane o enas ton allo kai to deixnoune mai to na 8eloun na einai mazi para ths diskolies ths zwhs kai tou erwta, den polemane o enas ton allon, polemane o enas gia ton allo, den diwxnoun ton allo makria aman exoun fovous h exoun ponesi….ta milane kai ta mirazonte epeidh agapane o enas ton allo kai den 8eloun na afisoun thn agaph na figei h na thn oneireonte mono….8eloun na thn zhsoun sthn pragmatikothta opws kai kanoun. Afto 8elw kai egw pragmath kai oxi ligotero kai oxi parapano. Aman to zhsw afto 8a sou xanagrapsw na sou to pw oti to zw.

  29. Ekfrasis Psixis says:

    Epishs enoso eimastan mazi, mai ekane na xamogelao va8ia mesa mou oso kanenas, mai ekana na xairome perisotero na xipnao ka8e prwi, mai ekane na 8elw na thn krataw sinexia opote eimastan mazi, mai ekane na skeftome makropro8esma, mai ekane na xairome, mai ekane na taxidevo se ena kosmo pou an einai o kosmos ths agaphs tote pragmati einai enas omorfos kosmos. Gia afta ta pragmata kai polla alla den 8a ta filaxw se ena mbaoulo opws ths palies fotografies h ta palia CD, 8a ta ‘koitazw’ ka8e mera oti kai an exei ginei apo tote.

  30. Baby Bjorn Bibs says:

    Fantastic thanks

  31. Toulla says:

    Κούλα μου παρα πολύ ωραίο και αυτο το αρθρο σου… το πιο κάτω τραγούδι το χαρίζω σε ολες τις νέυλες…

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa8r-ob_ID8

    “οσα η αγαπη ονειρεύεται”.. με τον Αλκίνο Ιωαννίδη
    με ολη μου την αγάπη
    χχ

    • Domenica says:

      Τουλα μου καλή, το είχα γράψει για έναν άνθρωπο που μου χάρισε πολύ όμορφη φιλία για δέκα περίπου χρόνια, φίλες αδελφές ψυχές… αλλά δυστηχώς αυτή η τόσο όμορφη φιλία τέλειωσε πολύ άδοξα και με το χειρότερο τρόπο, με την προδοσία. Όμως η ζωή συνεχίζεται και δεν πρέπει ποτέ να χάνουμε την πίστη μας στην αλήθεια και στην αγάπη, ότι κι αν μας έχει συμβεί. χχχχ

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